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Monday 21

                     I  was  negligent  in  noting  down  these  thoughts,  just  to
               keep my pride hidden. I made fun of a person who is simple
               and  equally  kind-hearted.  I  was  gratified  to  hear  others  say
               that  I  am  kind,  and  this  praise  came  back  to  mind  several
               times. I held obstinately to my opinion with a person older to
               me.


                                       Tuesday 22

                     I was happy to be seen in Church by various persons at
               an unusual hour of the day. In my talk I mentioned things that
               did me credit. It seemed to me that I was much humbler than
               another person. I said a few words of a ‘fake’ humility.


                                     Wednesday 23

                     I expressed to my Confessor a greater readiness to do
               certain things than I really had. Several times there came to
               mind  a  word  of  praise  said  of  me  even  though  I  did  not
               deserve it at all. I felt proud of a thing I thought was well done,
               and expected praise for it. I excused myself.


                                       Thursday 24

                     I was not quite happy at being corrected. It seemed to
               me that I had been clever at writing out a booklet.


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