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Saturday 22

I felt as if I did something extraordinary to acquire holy
humility. I showed something I had made, expecting to be
praised for it. While I sang I thought that those who heard me
singing would think that I sang because I was calm and happy.
I thought that a person to whom I had sent a letter would
surely find it done well and with much feeling. 4.

Sunday 23

I refused to comply with a person’s wish in a harmless
thing. I expected a person to invite me to a discussion. On one

occasion I tried to hide from view an ornament I wore. I let slip
an opportunity to practise what my spiritual Director
recommended. I used some harsh words in my talk. 5.

Monday 24

When a nun asked me if I was still receiving Holy
Communion I replied: Up to now, yes. I wished I could avoid
taking an active part in the Sodality, just because I don’t like to
be criticized. I wished to be the richest, most respectable etc.
of all. I felt unhappy that my parents are of a low social status.
I was a bit arrogant in expressing my view. 5.

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