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Wednesday 19
I held obstinately to my view with persons superior to
me. I would have liked it if other persons came to know that I
did not do anything to keep me warm. I spoke sharply. I felt
proud when a person saw me teaching young girls. I was
gratified to hear that I had written a letter well. 5.
Thursday 20
I justified my behaviour twice, one of them a bit
passionately. I imagined that the Nuns’ Confessor would hold
me in high regard because I always receive Holy Communion
from his hands. I showed some reluctance in complying with
my parents’ wish in doing something. I thought of making an
act of dependence in one thing so that I may appear
dependent in everything. 5.
Friday 21
A certain person told me I was a Nun, and I was
gratified to hear it because I gathered that my behaviour was
well-liked. When I heard someone say that we are rich I was
pleased. A sick person asked for my prayers and this made
me think that I am virtuous. I did not like it when two persons
saw me have supper because the meal was poor. 4.
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